back home to the north shore

The more I think about it, the more I feel...unsure. I want to be an archaeologist, that's for sure, really no doubt about it! BUT, what about kids? (Ok, I DO realise I have to find a guy first, but let's say I do in a year... the year after that, it will be kid's talk and then there it arrives!) What should I do, focus only on my job and waits for kids, or the opposite? I could do them at the same time.. don't know if it would work out...but it could be worth the try... I always say that I don't want to wait 40 for my first kid (and well I am not saying no for having kids at 40... the more I look at women who does it... the more I am convince I could do it too) Oh AND, I wouldn't mind staying at home, raising the kids... WAIT let me rephrase that... I would like to, but I would mind doing it (lol, isn't it contradictionary?) Yeah, I always thought it would be fun staying at home... (yes, I am THAT lazy!) But I KNOW that when I'll finish my BACC (ARCHAEOLOGY! in something like 3 years max) I'll want to pursue a career related to what I studied (and playing with kids in dirt won't be it)... I guess I need to talk it slowly and well.. there will be another person implied in all of this (the guy), so he needs to be involved in the thinking... what will he want to do... if I get a rich guy, he could take the kids and travel around the world with me! lol *Daydreamin'!*
So I drank again...
Got sick again... wow I need to control myself... well people who know me well know that it doesn't happened everyweek... actually, last time was at Easter and time before that... never happened.. I drank but never got sick... so the thing/problem is I have to keep to a strict minimum the number of shooters I get a night. I have no problems with beer... just no more than 3 shooter per 2 hours... LOL I think this is the way!

Alright I am off...

MC