So what's new... not much really... still working... got this huge pay and still have $$$ left. I bought my dad's gift and part of my brother's also. And i think later on today i am going to buy some pants ! yeah!

So... I am talking to my ex... weirdo now... and not as cute as he was... he's now somekinda grungy punk. If that's possible. I really don't regret leaving him... well i was 15 at the time but hey! I would not have live with him my entire life. But now it has been 5 years that i have not dated anyone.. wow... well i am only 20 but still... i want a boyfriend! I need one but no one seems interested in me... maybe the problem is me... yeah probably... many people told me i looked really snob and serious... and well it's because i get lost in my head when i walk alone anyway... i am a nice girl really!! Oh well i need to wait... because i tried with this guy (that i knew from high school) and well he ditched me but then i can't blame him much because i kinda did the same with friends... so i get that was Karma Pay Back Time. I need to do nice things for my friends and people around me and maybe my karma will be good enough to let a man into my life. I need to stop day-dreaming. That would help a lot. I dream... literary that i would date actors and celebrities and stuff.. wow like that's going to happen... and i feel horrible about it because i am 20 and that doesn't seem to want to ends. I don't want it to end i guess... i like that, getting kisses from Norman Reedus or Jake Gyllenhaal. hahaha I am really funny.. i get SO excited when actors break up with their girlfriend.. i am hopeless...
I had this cool night with my parents and my brother last night. After work we got to La Cage and bought Nachos... that was good and we got dessert at Cafe Depot... we got to laugh a lot and yeah that was quite fun... i guess tonight i am goint to know if we are moving or not. I SO wish it would happen. That would be the nicest thing for x-mas for me to have... i really want to go to school at UNi Laval... hmm... i guess we'll have to wait for tonight to know.
Christmas! Chrismas!
We should decorate tomorrow after work... but then I am goint to miss it but i actually don't mind i want to go out tomorrow with my high school friend... we never really did it so i guess now is the time.. and i can't ditched her, besides she is going to pick me up so that's good! Yeah yeah yeah dancing tomorrow night.. i wanted to do this for a while now..
Wow my weeks are getting filled up with things to do (meeting friends and stuff)
I am going out more youppi... more chances to meet people. like guys.
I am hungry... there's nothing to eat! but that's ok i need to lay down the food i'll just have to wait for supper! SO ER is starting so
bye bye