Tuesday, May 30, 2006

problematic guilt

Alright here it goes, I dreamt that my teeths were falling... dream definition: My lies are hurting someone... WHAT?? No I get freaking guilt.. but honestly I am not lying to anyone.. not at the moment anyway... the only thing I feel guilty off, is that on my other blog I am speaking of my trip to London, switching names of the other person with me and saying what truly happened... I kinda got pissed (by moments) at that person while travelling.. but anyway so it's not like It's MY fault.. but I am always putting the blame on everyother people other than me... I think I should write it back.. and only put me and nobody else.. I guess I would feel better right?? Yeah I think I would... Let's do that!
WoW look what my dreams are making me... stupid idea to check their meanings, moreover they are suppose to be personal so dream definition is only somekinda a barrier to help us out to know what they mean, not literary means.. ohh whatever, some people think they don't even mean anything... it's not like I am a psychic or anything so I could I unconsciously know that I am'hurting' someone... and besides it could be someone else... (but really can't think of any other...) *clears throat* That's should turn ok,ohh and that person is coming to my house on friday... since it is for only 2 days (actually 24hours) so everything is fine really, I am actually excited, it should be fun... remembering our trip, drinking some Fosters... (hmm.. goody) and.. i don't know.. I don't know what we are going to do in saturday... I don't know how she goes back home.. oh well we wil figure out something!!
I need to put some make-up on, and I don't know (again) what to do today.. I feel like watching a firefly episod... I think that's what I am going to do.. and maybe what the Nathalie Portman movie...(on tv)
Hey that computer class in sec. 4 does come in handy now.. I don't check my comp. board to write (or barely) and I write kinda fast.. woot!
Still doing the exercises for my tummy.. not bad... missed only 2 days so technically it is my 4th day.. going on 5th day (which means 5th time I do it) my muscles over my breast are working now.. lol it doesn't hurt but it's working out.. LOL
Hey got adopted on the plaza... by Arien.. she's now my sister and I have a daughter! WOOT I still didn't get that promotion.. not yet anyway.. there is no X on it.. it is just not (still) official.. maybe in two weeks (which makes me remind that I need to answer an email.. so..) I have to go.. (oh reminds a scene from my trip... small street near the Thames ((which I that time I didn't know), tall trees, houses (a bit like Montreal Centre-Ville) and there is it, a white large building.. the Tate Britain , a museum.. I don't why I got that flashback) Alright so good bye and see you later...

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