soo now that my ache is gone, and hopefully for good, I must tell you about ZE Patrick who just told me he would leave for Afganistan in august... which means that leaves me 9 months to make him mine... or at the least that we get on that subject to at least clear my mind about what am I suppose to do with him...ohhh I looked at his pic on his space... nice stuff on there, stuff i saw that made me have the urge and the excitement (?) to do them too.. with him... and his friends... ohh why? AM I reading him wrongly (?) that's not what HE wants... but does he wants? Why does each time we speak I have the feeling that it is for this purpose (this, meaning that he likes me.. see I didn't say love me!) OK well have to end this here... besides the points is done... from now on just have to wait a little more... i'll keep you updated....teeth hurt still.....