The road to get there

to the psych ward...hmm let me continue what I 'secretly' do and well I am on the right track to get 'there'. Yep, I might turned psycho real soon, hopefully it won't happen, I wouldn't like to turned out the weirdo aunt that my nieces and nephews comes to see once every year or so. LOL. No, if I am not to have any kids, I want to be the cool archaeologist chicks that brings fun and interesting stuff to the kids, but really I would like to add (cool archaeologist chick with kids) I would like to travel for my job, always be somewhere else... with my children not very far, they would be studying in some fancy american school in Damas (or maybe French) YEP and my husband would never be very far... (or if it's Garrett Hedlund, then he would be most of the time in the US, but I wouldn't mind AT ALL!)
So... let's see what are the chances... hmm, the Garrett thing are real slim, unless he does some kinda archaeological movie and they need some help/assistant (and that could be ME) but guess that's really unlikely...(and we would be real old, so I guess the kid thing wouldn't be happening) You know what's going to happen, I feel like I am going to have kids but real late (I wanted them now.. or in a few years, guess that might not happen) so around 35, I'll have my post-doc done, I will have a job, I will be working in Egypt (or somewhere in the Levant, still haven't figured that out yet) and I will have kids there and then, and another dream of mine they (my kids) will have dual 'origin' they will be born somewhere else than Canada.. how cool is that??
LOL
Now, let this be!
But I need to wait, at least finish up this hard semester, got some real bad grades (but still have the other half to get them higher) Need a A?&@*$%@ B+ to get a master degree... do not look like it... what the &*(?% ??? I don't know what will happen, if that happens... hmm another thing then will happen...wow..I'm getting pissed...angry at me (because of my grades)
Alright I am off..need to study my french!

'MC'