8 days a week

*Ever searching for the One* (Viva Forever by Spice Girls)
Did you know Spices might do a comeback... it made me realised that our girl-power girls (and yes, I was a BIG fan.... oups I am still listening to their songs) didn't do that long... back in the days (hmm those good old days)... they probably came around 1997.. (around the BSB, N'sync and others...) and didn't pulled out the 10 years...we are in 07 and they are long gone...so when exactly was it? 2002 (maximum)...5 years? Short! 5 years and, what? 3,4 albums later they were gone...ouuuhhh probably was 3 albums... but they still got this SUPER-HUGE fan base and fame...... BSB were able to pull out a longer time... close to N'SYNC if I remember correctly... and my man JT is still going on strong...the only spin off from the Candy Pop scene who actually still around and not looking like a fool (insert here - Britney S.) (( which is actually really, really sad)) oooh wait! X-tina...hmmm she's good, doing better that she used to and making amazing music... (and NO SHE doesn't have any curves ((though she does look better than her 2000 and previous body type, 12 years old body is not sexy!)) - I have curves!!)

OK so postmusic intro... and coming back with MY curves.... yep realised (but not goin' to do anything about soon, because that's the way I am) that I had to lose at least 25lbs... (and 55 to have a hollywood figure) Oh, this morning I weight myself and I am back at 160lbs... actually I should lose more than 25....it would be more like 45...wo....that's a lot...

I'm still very much hooked on Garrettt Hedlund...and SUCH a Lost Fan.

School is still uncertain, and my LT too... everything is on hold, and hopefully everything is going to be OK, which means, that I will have another try at school and my LT is going to be possible...
Sam asked me about another trip, like where and when... kinda didn't answer...and laughed... well I AM SO telling her but last minute... anyway she can't get mad at me she did tell me she didn't want to go back... so too bad for her, anyway I want to do this on my own, by myself sooooo yeah no need of her around for this time...
So...yep...I really want to go to schooll... is there any (small) chance that it comes about... I didn't got such a bad grade (like an E) it turned out that I got D+... is that enough?

ARG, and I am still single.. alone... whatever word could fit...

My cousin François is around for the week.. starting a new "job"... more like 'stagiaire' in a Law firm (or something) it's nice...hopefully we will bond...that would be fun... it's something that I will always miss...I would have loved to be real close to my cousins..didn't happened...I was also thinking about my sisters and bro. like I liked what we had but regret that we ( meaning me) were apart...but I got to think that if we would still be under the same roof (and even if the boyfriends/girlfriend wouldn't be around) we probably wouldn't get along as we do today...so... guess the departing of the family drew us closer...weird but true...

so what else?
Told myself to go for salads... most of the time when I have to get lunch for work....
Told myself to read a lot this summer... one book done, another almost finished...
Guess that's pretty much it....

MC