My friends, my enemies

Ok, so I figured out lately (while I was away on vacation, in MTL with some friends) that my friends are weird (not to say, unlike me) ((I AM NOT weird ! )) I don't have a friend that is exactly (or somewhat) like me, I cannot find in my big (as in circumference) circle of friends, someone (guy or girl) that feels the same way about stuff AND acts like me... acting (reacting to anything in everyday life...) Actually I find most of my friend... odd comparing on how I am and how I think. And that makes me wonder why I still stay around them... 1st: I am loyal... even though some time it just doesn't show... 2nd: I understand no body can be alike (and that's a real bummer) 3rd my imaginery world doesn't take on so much on me (and that's good!!) 4th I need friends, so I keep the ones I worked hard on acquiring *LOL* I hope and believe that when I'll find a (guy) friend just like me, he'll turn out to be my boyfriend! I think ( and it might only be from the lack of time we spent together) Shany M. could be the one... (NOT the thing about the BF, she does have a BF of her own... lol AND she and I are not lesbian.... She is actually the closest I can find to a person that ressembles me.. and that it really cool.... is it because we have the same interest? ((Archaeology, that is)) I kinda felt the same way with Fanny (my french friend from Anthropology) I don't think it is the same feeling I get with everyone... I.E Sonia...she's extremely funny but odd, so she gets the spot of odd friend (but still a friend!) I am NOT rejecting my friends... and I am saying this, not to loose them neither...lol...would be my type but it is not the case here...alright well I had to let it out and what best way to let it out in the open (knowing NO one, other than my kids later on ((HELLO!)), will read this)
I really would like some readers...ya

MC




Song that I like: Bittersweet by Relax feat ((the one and only)) Jamie Cullum!