Putting your life in whose hands?

Yeah, here's the big question... Does G-O-D exist? Now, I was reading that only individuals things, called ''subtances" have being... but later one I came upon this: "The medieval philosopher Thomas Aquinas, perhaps following the Persian philosopher Avicenna, argued that God is pure being, and that in God essence and existence are the same" So they did came up with an idea that god existed... BUT I will say the word in itself (existence) carries a double-standard...a double standard that came with existentialism, claiming that single-minded human beings had full responsibility of (and on) their lives (on Wiki), so if G-O-D exist, maybe He is only a the part of us that drives us (like our heart, head and gut) Many none extremist believers ( in any religions) will say that is exactly what their gods are. AND that's OK with me, but to all those desesperate extremists, get out of here! And there's no need explaining...
Here's a thing that I despise about Religion, the need to "get" people, to tell them the way There is nothing wrong about explaining, I think the world needs some clarification when it comes to Muslim and Islam, but I don't get the upbringing message that Jehova's (???) are trying to infuse to every human being their cross... AND I don't believe in teaching your kids (more like pushing) one religion...show them the different ways and then they'll choose the one that fits more with what they'll believe.. alright I do realise this is a hard task to do... but I'll say you choose a religion when you are 18 and you have seen the world...or better yet No religion to no one... and you other freak get a psych!! (OK REALLY drastic mesures, I am such the extremist when it comes to it... I am extremely... left... or UP lol) You should ask me about what I think of stupidness...hmm... "I have a dream:... of an utopic world where there'll be no more religious issues, no more color sighting, our mother-earth free and healthy and me.. being skinny!!"

MC