When it's over, it's done; and how it can be the other way around

I have put last blog behing me, I forgive (not so truly forgiving, but it'll be explain later) quite rapidly. I should rectify; I pass on easily over things that bothers me, I always put my mind to something else, like watching a movie or listening to some rocking tunes. I guess you can call that forgiving, but I DO NOT forget; which is, I believe my greatest flaw... or at least one of them. Yes I am back (not that I ever left it) with my grudge. Well, I don't feel bad anymore about what happened, so I can go up to work tomorrow without feeling stressed or being scared my supervisor will be around. *I know she won't be there, AND I do say it with great Irony in my tone 'of writing'. ;o)*
- I love; Original Sin (Elton John), Karl Urban...

In less than a month school will start!! Well, again that's not correct; It will be on the 4th of September, but by next week; there will be less than a month ;o) I am real happy of starting again, and I guess (and hope so) I will be better student! I didn't took Mesopotamia with Michel Fortin, but if his class is given on another semester I will make another try with him and work my ass off, because that's what you need to do when you go to school!! Enough ass grabing!!

I came up with the possibility of me having again some glasses. The idea is really appealing, since I don't see anything and that 3-4 years without any, is not doing some good to my eyesight. Within this new upcoming week, I shall look up for some 'monture' that will embellish my poor complexion and hides those nasty dark circles under my cute brown eyes. (I really like my eye color) I am nonetheless having troubles with the idea of me having glasses. It won't be the first time, but last time that I tried on some pairs, none where suiting me. I just hope I will find one pair that will fit me. Anyway, surely this won't be too much of a problem, I look foward of catching up on my enemies and foes on the school corridors a bit sooner, and maybe my glasses will help me being a bit more attentive in class to be able to expose myself more... hmmm great idea!! I need to be a more positive in my life, all those negative things are sure not to help me out. I need to focus on the good!! Alright! Now, I am talking!
P. is gone overseas... for a good while... 2days before he left, I dreamed of me (THAT was a first to me) I just couldn't believe it, I know it was just a dream but, I felt sooo good in his arms and all...I NEED A B/F!!! And well that other P. hasn't been on, for about 2 weeks now... what am I suppose to think now? I just want us to talk! That's it, and I think he gets that I want to marry him... and I only spoke to him once and we were talking about the weather or something like that... the guy is crazed! *I am listening to Deseree (?) Kissing you; which is not helping my feeling of loneliness* What's wrong with me? I either get some freaks or...no one. I really need someone to tell me what I am doing wrong... there must be something that I don't do right around here...but then, you know what? I just thought that maybe I am going to meet that someone special in England, which is the ultimate dream of mine...you know, maybe it is going to be happen. I just need to wait a couple of more years... I am about to be 22... add 3 more years till I get to live in London...hmmm 25 and still a virgin...hmm I'll be the oldest virgin I'll know...LOL Pathetic... but funny! Don't worry, it's not like I think about my celebacy all the time.. I just remind myself from time to time... when I hear cute love song, or see gorgeous guys in movies (see above)
My blog should be renamed to: My extra-ordinary love life = nothing is happening.
Hopeless romantic...
I got a recurrent headache... bad thing, at least it's not killing me.
I made supper, again. I am getting better with my culinary tasks. I like cooking.
I checked up some places to rent around Cambridge, cheap and seemingly cozy. Why Cambridge, you ask. Cambridge seems to have a good graduate archaeology master degree school - or whatever you might call it - And I really would like to spend some time over to London... or else I'll work down at the British Museum.. or any of London's museums that is. But B.M. would suit me better. However the cost of london's renting flats are quite higher than in the suburbs.
I lost my cat. More likely: My cat got lost, or it has been taken hostage. I haven't seen it for ...2 weeks. I miss her now. If she doesn't come back (and I know I'll have to wait for a good while ) I think I'll buy another one... however the problem is me, moving out of the house at the same time as my parents (ok that's if I ever leave QC); the cat will have to leave for good, which is sad.
I look foward to: Resident Evil 3...Oded Fehr as Carlos Olivera hmmm yummy and I didn't get that Fehr played in The Mummy...
Samantha is supposebly coming to my house... but i don't remember when exactly... probably this upcoming week, she's bringing me some Foster!! HOURRAY! That ought to be good!
Alright enough talking! Long blog, I know...but it had to be said!

MC