Another roll

Yep, I am on a roll, but I push myself to it... maybe better entry will come off of it... (pretty hard to say!)
Ok so I am watching The office, ever funny! Makes me want to work in one of those office... and maybe have some office romance... hmm

I like the place I work...though I miss boys... used to have some around back in MTL. I miss Benoit... cool guy, who actually was a friend... him and Bart the closest guys that ever got to me... without wanting to have sex with me (and they really wouldn't!)

I was thinking about bisexual....and how I would like to speak with one.. to see how it goes around in there (in their head)...my bro's g/f said to me she was bi, but I just don't 'bi' it *lol* (THAT was too easy!) I think she 'does' it (but more like 'says' it, if you ask me) just to make herself more interesting (ok I am not here to judge about lying... I am such a liar) I just don't believe she is... I guess she does it to piss her parents (that are so 'suck-up') or just to be 'special'. OK but still I'd like to know, how it is possible... I can't say I don't find any girl cute, sexy, whatever (look at all the beautiful hollywood actresses... and besides it is much 'easier' for a girl to admit she is 'attracted' to females than the opposite with males) So... we are too different; too different to be alike, so why would one be able to love both...hmm... weird... well not, but you know... not common ==> I haven't met one yet!

Music Infringement...wouldn't like to be caught up with that.. so I need to buy music.... actually, I will admit that I do from time to time download tunes... but I usually buy the album shortly unless it is Mariah Carey (but I haven't downloaded any of her tunes..= her albums are waaay to expensive!) If I had a credit card I think I would buy my songs...but I don't (for the moment) I get the illegal thing... just like me having to check for stealers... well I kinda steals (music)

Ok so I need a plan for next semester! Yeah you know, me and my grudge against the goth/punk couple...it got me thinking that let's say they broke up (pretty pleeeeaaase, *shakes head* that's mean!) I just CAN'T get with the guy, and I SO need a boyfriend! Just to be like 'Hell wit ya!' That would be awesome... but I guess I am just going to be ignoring them again... well.. I should work on that, for some reason I kept on looking at them when they arrived.... maybe actually ignoring them and...if I see them...smile! lol that ought to be good enough! Not mean, and correctly polite... not like them who are so...mad, or something...they are not really smiling or anything! Hmm.. ok... that's it for me, giving them any more attention!

I passed school! I got SO scared... I just didn't saw myself in any other program (or maybe History) so.. now that I passed... I'll (try, a real big effort) be better with studying... making only one show as a priority watch and rest of the time... studying what I just saw.. and I'll try that tactic and see if it can get me higher grades! I'll even go and buy the book this summer so I can read some parts before school starts...a start that will be welcomed I am sure!

alright I am off!

MC