Wasting time waiting (Random bits)

OK, so I am tired (more like exhausted; and I don't even know from what) and somewhat bored... I thought I was up on a date (or something like it) tonight but guess not... and I am still waiting for that phone call...hopefully everything will be good at the end of this week..
My friends are away (my brother is still around, with his girlfriend ((who will be leaving tomorrow night)) I guess it was fun, nothing extraordinary but I wasn't bored out of it... lack of sleep... I think this is why I am so 'out of it' now...ohhh and to think I have to get to work tomorrow... argggg... but maybe it won't be sooo bad... arggg.. actually it could be (but let's not think of it too much)
I really am to be alone... I wonder if it will affects my love life. OH WAIT! I don't have any... well no wonder! LOL. I am saying this, because (i kinda feel bad about it) but I am up here, writing on the computer, while my bro that i don't really get to see that often is downstairs...hmm... I can be quite weird sometimes..
I am also trying to watch some NCIS episodes on the net... got 3 running but their downloads are quite crappy (hence; slow)
Makes me think (and I don't know why) that I have to get back to school and continue my book reading AND I need to study for my test drive thing... which I would like to be done this summer (or this Fall)
Emo (emotional music?; AND I get to learn that from NCIS... crazy)
All right...guess this will be it since there is nothing else running out of me now...
ohh.. my tats are healing up, that's kinda of a less fun part of getting a tattoo, but in a couple of days it should be all good (or so I guess)
My friend (the other Mary) talked and rambled on and on, for the 3 past nights...all about her.. and her new "boyfriend" (it is not official) and... then..that was the problem... officializing the thing or not, would she be willing to... arg.. I am not starting off the debate here...it was ranting more than anything else.. and well... with everyone (other than my family) that I know, it goes on with them speaking and then saying..: "Well how come you don't say a word (you're such a good listener), you should say something, tell me, speak to me..." And that's where I usually start saying something... but I either get cut out or...cut out...Do I say the wrong things? Am I off the subject? Am I... boring? All questions I would never dare to ask...
I need to work on myself.

and that'll be it for now...

MC